I'll be worthy when I do more for others. I'll be worthy when I stop thinking of myself. I'll be worthy if I'm never grouchy. I'll be worthy if I go to the gym every day.
This list is as stupid as it sounds. No way will I be able to generate the feeling that I'm worthy because only a divine being has the power to justify my being worthy. Feeling Him and being right by Him comes when I see Him. If I see others through him, I'll do right. It just works that way.
No love feels as real as His love. Am I finished? No, but I look to find Him everyday.