Wednesday, August 21, 2019

Chapter Fourteen Of the Gymnopedist

“To be interested in Satie one must be disinterested to begin with, accept that a sound is a sound and a man is a man, give up illusions about ideas of order, expressions of sentiment, and all the rest of our inherited claptrap.”    
                          John Cage 1958


Miguel knew in order to walk the wire he had to free himself from worries. All tension needed release in order to feel the air, the pole, and the wire through his slippers. Satie should have worked more on his phobias. How could he carry a hammer in his pocket everyday for protection on his long walks through Paris and still have peace to compose. 

The yellow police tape along the front of the Cervantes home waved gently in the late morning air. An officer leaning on his police car quickly righted himself when he saw Stevie and Reggie get out of their car and walk up the driveway.
Reggie spotted a bullet hole in the front picture window. The shooter must have seen Pablo through the glass and fired at him. He wondered about the extent of Pablo’s injuries. Only one shot. 
He showed his identification badge to the young officer and started walking around towards the back of the house. When he and Stevie had come to deliver the devastating news about Miguel, Reggie had wanted to do a walk through of the house and backyard but felt it inappropriate at the time. He was determined to investigate more throughly this time. He watched Stevie show her badge and move up the front stairs to enter the house. She was much more capable of giving support to the family than he was. 

The little house was old but well cared for. In the small backyard a big garden shed, which took up half the space, had both doors open and Reggie heard clanking from inside. He walked over to find another police officer moving around items.
“Find any drug related stuff yet?” Reggie asked. 
The startled officer and hit his head on the cabinets coming up.
“Can I help you sir?” He asked.
“Back down. I’m homicide.” Reggie showed his badge again. 
“Oh, okay, ah….. there are three locked cabinets over there. I think we need a warrant to get into those.”
“Well, this is the scene of a crime. I think we will have to take a look. See if you can find some wire cutters.” Reggie took out his little notebook and started an inventory of the contents in the shed. “I’m going to make a record of what we see here.” 
“Okay, sir.”
Reggie walked the perimeter of the shed. He spotted a collection of umbrellas sitting in a ceramic pot. These were distinctly different than the umbrellas found at the fire in the Boys Club. These were brightly colored and intact. Thick wire cable was wrapped around a large wooden spool. Miguel obviously stored some wire walking equipment in the shed. 
“So, what happened here at the Cervantes house?” Reggie asked. 
“Well, at approximately 10:15 am a call came in from a distraught woman claiming someone shot her son through their front window. When we arrived just ahead of the aid car we found the boy on the living room floor with a severe gunshot wound in his right thigh. It was probably gang related.”
“Was the bullet lodged in his leg?”
“No, sir. The bullet went clear though. I overheard the medics talk about it went they lifted him onto the stretcher.”
“Did you walk the neighborhood looking for witnesses to the shooting? Anyone see the car?”
“No, sir.” The officer took off his hat and wiped his brow. “The ambulance arrived and we had to make sure they got him to the hospital to prevent him from bleeding out.”
Reggie remembered the other officer leaning on his patrol car when they arrived.
“Ah…I started checking the the perimeter of the house and looked inside here.” The young officer busied himself looking through equipment.  
“Will these cut through the locks?” 
“Let’s give it a try.” 
 Reggie anchored the cutter around the padlock and gave an intense squeeze. The metal separated and the door swung open to reveal empty shelves. 
“Here. Open the other two. What’s your name?” Reggie handed him the tool.
“Williams, sir. Officer Williams.”
Reggie noticed a white dust on the shelf of the cabinet. He took off his gloves and put his index finger into the powder, then tasted what was on his finger. It was cocaine.
“Nothing in these cabinets, sir. Why do you think they locked up empty cabinets?”
“Well, Williams, I think they sometimes contain some expensive merchandize.”
“This is a gang member’s house right?”
“Anyone check the inside of the house?” Reggie ignored Williams question and did not wait to receive an answer to his.
“I don’t think so, sir.”
Reggie walked back to the front of the house and up the front steps.


Stevie felt her left hand fingers interlaced with Rosa’s right hand. Her grip was tight and constant and Stevie wiggled her fingers a little bit to bring some blood flow back. She looked over at the dark haired woman. Her eyes were cast down and tendrils of hair escaped from a rubber band at the nape of her neck. They were sitting side by side on the couch facing the window where the bullet had careened through the glass and into her son. Stevie had witnessed many loved ones dealing with death. Most of the time she arrived at the scene ready to gather information and detach herself from the drama. She thought back to a recent case where a mother and son found their piano teacher dead in her bed. She was as compassionate as she could be, sitting around the kitchen table interviewing both of them, but in her mind she wanted to start the process of taking apart the crime scene. Being with Rosa felt different. She wanted to be a support to her and interrogating her right now seemed wrong. 
The door opened and Reggie stepped inside. She looked at him and a tear dropped from her cheek. Where did this emotion come from? Reggie came and sat on the other side of the couch. 
“Mrs. Cervantes? I’m so sorry for your loss. We need to do some examination of this room. I’m looking for the bullet that may still be here somewhere.” Reggie stood and walked to the window. He seemed to be measuring the trajectory of the bullet. Stevie watched him carefully. She should extricate herself from Rosa’s grasp but she didn’t. She saw Reggie bend over the piano behind the couch. 
“Mrs. Cervantes? I’m going to have to remove the bullet from your piano with my pocket knife.” Reggie’s voice was low and muffled.
“What did he say?” Rosa asked Stevie. 
“Detective Watts has found the bullet lodged in the piano. He needs to remove it.”
“Miguel’s piano? Someone shot Pablo and Miguel’s piano?”
“Yes, I’m so sorry.” Stevie looked over at Reggie who was carving out the hole and removing the bullet. She saw him place it in an evidence bag he carried in his jacket pocket.
“Could I take a look around, Mrs. Cervantes?” He walked around the couch to stand in front of them. “I’d like to take a look in Pablo’s room if I could.”
“All right.” Rosa looked up at Reggie with a weak smile. “His room is at the top of the stairs. Miguel’s is on the right.”
“Thank you.” Reggie gave Stevie a kind smile and turned to go through the living room and up the stairs.
I should go with him, Stevie thought. But Rosa’s grip on her hand was still as tight as before. She would stay.

The door to Pablo’s room was open. Reggie stepped in and immediately noticed the minimalist decor. Nothing on the walls. The bed made, shoes tucked under in a row. One pair of sneakers and one pair of hiking boots. The desk was clean with nothing on it. Reggie opened the closet and saw the pants hanging on one side, shirts on the other. A lightweight jacket hung on a peg on the back of the closet door. He felt inside the right pocket and found what he thought might be car keys. The left pocket had a bigger bulge. Inside that pocket Reggie found a cell phone. He touched the screen and it asked for the 6 digit passcode. He pulled another evidence bag out of his own jacket pocket and dropped the phone inside.  He quietly shut the door and turned to the door on the right. It was closed. 
The moment Reggie opened the door he was overcome with the pictures on the wall. Every white space was covered. They were organized. One wall was covered with pictures of men from the 1800’s. Some of them were seated at a piano. Reggie guessed they might be composers. On another wall were pictures of gymnastics stars. Men and women in tights were swinging from rings, leaping across the floor, and not surprising, walking on wire. The desk was covered with books and papers. Reggie picked up the book on top entitled, Understanding Gnosticism. He paged through the book and made a quick assessment that it was about an ancient religion. Underneath was a children’s book entitled The Man Who Walked Between The Towers. It had an illustration of a man’s foot on a wire high above a city. Reggie opened the drawer under the desk. A single sheet of white paper lay on top with a handwritten quote by someone named Philippe Petit. “I did not choose wire-walking. It chose me.” Underneath the paper were pictures of Miguel and Jorge. They were in a park, walking on a slack rope, and standing beneath them was George Wessott. Reggie paged through the pictures and stopped to look at one with George Wessott standing by Miguel with his arm around his shoulder.
“Reggie?” Stevie came into Miguel’s room. She stopped and took in the plethora of images. “Wow!”
“Look at these pictures of Miguel and Jorge. George Wessott, the town developer, looks a bit more chummy with these boys than I thought. I want to know what his motivations were towards these boys.”
Stevie was walking around the room looking at the pictures. “Miguel was a bright inquisitive young boy.” 
Reggie stepped over to the book on the desk. “What is Gnosticism?”
“Oh, that makes sense.” She looked at Reggie who looked back at her with a furrowed brow. “It’s a tie to Erik Satie, the composer he loved. He wrote three pieces of music entitled Gnossiennes. Scholars have different opinions about what inspired them but I think Satie was enamored with the ancient Gnostics who were a sect stemming from a Judeo Christian tradition. Gnosis means “knowledge” in Greek. Satie may have formed his own religion based on finding an emancipation from the world and a search for a higher knowledge.”
“This kid could easily have gotten messed up mentally by all this weird information.” 
“He was just a curious kid. I guess he had a lot more in his life than his cell phone.”
Stevie set the book back on the desk. “Let’s go to the hospital and find out if we can talk to Pablo. I’d like to take Rosa with us. She needs to be with him.”
Reggie scratched his neck. How was he going to tell her that she was too emotionally involved? The Highland Park Police were letting a lot fall through the cracks. He wanted to be thorough.
“We need a forensics team over here to go over the house, especially in the back shed where I found a dusting of cocaine in a cabinet. I suppose taking Pablo’s mother to the hospital would allow a more through search.”
Reggie reached into his pocket and pulled out the evidence bag. “Pablo’s phone. Maybe we can get the name of a dealer. Go ahead and take Rosa to the car. I’ll let the two officers prepare for the Forensics team and instruct them to do door to door canvasing to see if anyone has information about the shooting.”

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Chapter Thirteen Of The Gymnopedist

 “Craftsmanship is often superior to subject matter. Do not forget that the melody is the idea, the outline; as much as it is the form and the subject matter of a work. The harmony is an illumination, an exhibition of the object, it’s reflection.” 
   Satie The Composer by Robert Orledge


There is an other worldly knowing. Miguel felt it when he played music that transcended space and time. Maybe he could show his brother Pablo another way to see the world. At times it seemed impossible that he could be Pablo’s brother. How could they share the same blood and be so different?


 George Wessott sat waiting on a park bench. Even this early in the morning it was already seventy five degrees. He watched a homeless man crawl out of a torn sleeping bag across the ravine. The man’s hair was matted to his head with perspiration. It made George’s skin crawl to see him light up a joint while still sitting in the sleeping bag. He watched while the man reached for a plastic grocery bag, pulled out a can of beer, and chugged the whole thing down in one gulp. Didn’t these people have any common sense at all? This park was once a place for kids to play but now parents felt unsafe bringing their children and letting them run around the swings and climbing equipment.  At the next city council meeting he would remind the council that this park needed an overhaul. It could start with the store cleaning up their dumpsters next to the park. A train of broken grocery carts surrounded metal garbage containers streaked with oily grime. Boxes and smashed cans lay on their side, some rolling under the carts.
George caught sight of Jorge and Juan coming through the trees. It was before 7 o’clock in the morning. He hoped to avoid anyone witnessing their meeting. At first he thought one of the boys was Miguel but then remembered that it couldn’t be. Both boys shuffled through the dry leaves on the ground. Juan, taller and leaner, was just ahead of Jorge, who had hands pushed deep into his jean pockets. Jorge was round shouldered and looked mostly at his feet. This was not the boy who he coached on the rings and balance beam. Nor could he now imagine him up on a wire, balancing with his upper torso straight and tall. Miguel and Jorge should have listened to him when they came up with the crazy idea to walk between the bell towers. They obviously were not ready to make such a risky walk. 
The boys approached and nodded their heads in greeting. They sat down on the opposite end of the bench. 
“I was glad to hear that you were released from the juvenile detention center. How are you doing?” George said moving a little closer and lowering his voice.
The boys both shrugged their shoulders. Jorge looked down at the ground and moved some dirt around with his foot. 
“I’m not supposed to be out of my house.” Jorge mumbled, his head still looking down.
Juan looked George in the eyes. “What do you want?”
“Well, I’m checking on you and seeing if you guys are alright after the fire.”
“What fire are you talking about?” Juan said squinting as the sun streamed upon his face.
“Come on! I know the Cervantes gang torched your house and burned up the stash of drugs you were hiding overnight.” George wanted to ignite a desire inside of these two boys to retaliate. “When you strike back make sure you do it on their turf. Don’t do anything east of 32nd street.”
Their eyes did not light up as George had hoped. Where was the hate in these boys?
Juan stood up and pulled at Jorge’s jacket. 
“You can go to hell, Wessott. We ain’t doing what you want.” 
The boys moved away from the bench leaving George frustrated. He watched them walk out of the park and disappear. Well, if they didn’t act maybe he could motivate them with direct action from an unknown party. He had learned that much while training them in wire walking. When they didn’t want to try something more difficult he dangled a little surprise in front of them. It really didn’t matter who moved against the Cervantes gang as long as the Gonzales gang got blamed. That’s what people wanted; someone to blame.

Stevie put the electric kettle on and opened the cupboard to get her favorite mug. It was handmade by a local artisan who used bright color stripes and small black dots on all her pottery. She owned a set of matching plates and cups which she stored in her mother’s cabinet. It made her feel part ownership in the a kitchen. Living with her widowed mother wasn’t a permanent situation but Stevie felt little motivation to move out on her own. There was no tension between them, just some anxiety on her mother’s part about her job as a police detective. Grabbing a herbal mint teabag she dropped it into her cup and filled it with boiling water. 
Reggie was picking her up at 7:00 and she still needed to get dressed. She hoped to talk to her mother before leaving this morning. She didn’t have time to answer the text she received about Rosa’s fears. When she returned home her mother was out and Stevie was too tired to wait for her return. While her bagel was toasting she climbed the stairs to her room and listened at her mother’s door. It was quiet.
Today was a day for a loose dress and sandals. She was tired of her cotton jacket, blouse, and slacks as work clothes. The heat was miserable and her blouse was usually damp and sticky by mid-day. Slipping her sleeveless dress over her head, she searched for her shoes on the floor of her closet. While she shoved her feet into the red sandals she opened a drawer and pulled out a lacy, red knitted shawl. The shawl was far too feminine for work but it would be nice to have something to wrap around herself while working in the air-conditioned office. Was she thinking of her comfort or was she thinking about Reggie’s response? Pushing that idea aside she grabbed her backpack and listened again when she went past her mother’s door. It was still quiet. 
Stevie heard a tapping downstairs on the back door and marveled how Reggie was always on time. If he erred it was that he came too early. She skipped down the last stairs and stopped to see him waiting outside, his forehead leaning on the leaded glass door. 

The glass distorted his features but she could tell he was resting his head on the door, thinking. He looked up before she got there to open it. His smile was simply charming. Why hadn’t she noticed how the dimples in his cheeks curved up. She opened the door.
“Hey!” Reggie stopped and took a long look at Stevie from head to toe. “Wow!” 
Stevie nervously pulled the shawl off the backpack and wrapped it around herself. Reggie held up a thermos bottle in front of her face and smiled. 
“Can I sit at your table a few minutes?” He pulled out a chair and slipped into it. Opening his thermos and unscrewing the lid, he poured hot coffee into the cup at the top. “I didn’t sleep much last night.”
Stevie brought her bagel and tea over to the table and sat down across from Reggie. He watched her closely while she slathered cream cheese on the first side. Was he looking at her dress or was he lusting over her breakfast? Without a word she took her napkin and placed the half bagel with the cream cheese on it and pushed it over to Reggie. He grinned.
“So why couldn’t you sleep?” Stevie asked.
“This case is driving me nuts. We are here without any authority under the leadership of a man who clearly doesn’t value our input. Then we find that stuff on Jay’s computer. Aren’t you feeling frustrated, too?”
 In three bites Reggie finished off the bagel. Without waiting for Stevie to answer he continued.
“So according to the report, Mullins was reprimanded for his actions in a gang related case several years ago. He spent two months on paid leave. Shall we ask more questions about this incident?”
Stevie looked down at her own half bagel and slowly passed it across to Reggie. 
“I don’t think we should talk to anyone at the precinct.” Stevie said. “They are pretty closed off to us in general. I made some notes on one more  important item I read on Jay’s computer.” Stevie stood to get another bagel. She dropped it into the toaster and turned to look at Reggie. “Mullin’s son was killed in drug bust.”
“What? Hmm…that explains a few things.” 
Stevie took the bagel out of the toaster and brought it over to the kitchen table. “He was the dealer.” 
Stevie waited for this tidbit of information to sink in. “That explains his hate for the drug activity in Highland Park and the closed mindedness he has about considering anyone else in Miguel’s death.” Stevie continued.
“Did the report mention which gangs were involved?” Reggie gently rubbed his hands together above the table to shake off the bagel crumbs.
“Most of those arrested were in the Cervantes gang. That’s why he wants Miguels death to be gang retribution. Mullins probably wants these two gangs wiped out of Highland Park.” Stevie tapped the screen of her phone to check the time. They needed to get to the precinct soon.
“After the meeting this morning are we going to pay a visit to George Wessott?” Stevie asked.
Just as Stevie asked the question both of their phones starting ringing. Reggie opened the back kitchen door and stepped onto the porch while Stevie answered her own phone.
The call came from the precinct. There was a reported shooting at the Cervantes house. An ambulance was taking someone away. She and Reggie were being asked to investigate. 
Stevie looked out through the kitchen door and saw that Reggie was ending his phone call.
“What is happening Stevie?”
 Stevie turned around to see Angelika Hanson standing at the bottom of the stairs looking at her daughter’s concerned face. Her robe wrapped tightly around her body.
 “Mother….”
“It’s Rosa isn’t it?”
“Mother, I don’t know for sure what has happened. Reggie and I are going to investigate.” Stevie gathered her mother into her arms and held her close. Her mother murmured something in her ear.
“Have you figured out the connection between Miguel and Jorge? Did you look up their birth certificates?”
Stevie pulled away from her mother. She held her at arms length looking into her eyes and gently rubbing her hands over the soft robe.
“What are we going to find out?” 
“Just do it, Stevie. I can’t say anymore.” Angelika brushed a loose curl from Stevie’e brow. “Aren’t you dressed pretty today?”
Stevie snarled and charged up the steps to her room to change her clothes.

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Friday, August 16, 2019

Hospitality

“Hospitality means primarily the creation of free space where the stranger can enter and become a friend instead of an enemy. Hospitality is not to change people, but to offer them space where change can take place. It is not to bring men and women over to our side, but to offer freedom not disturbed by dividing lines.”
― Henri J.M. Nouwen, Reaching Out: The Three Movements of the Spiritual Life


In a world where we meet many differing opinions on a daily basis coming into a hospitable environment where there is space to come to understanding is wonderful.
Recently at a family reunion I watched as my brother gently and carefully opened up his home to 60+ family members with so many differing opinions, religious views, and political leanings.


He captured us by telling stories of our ancestors. The stories were bittersweet, with strong emotion. When he had to wait for his own emotion to pass and then keep going, I looked around the large room. Teenagers were enthralled. Adults were wiping away tears, and little children cuddled up extra close to their parents. By inviting us into his home, feeding us with countless dishes, and by showing us his vulnerability, he exhibited the hospitality I yearn to emulate. Everyone left their dividing opinions at the door.